So I had a check up today, we took Roxie in too... My OB and Roxie's Pedi are in the same office/building... Eddy took Roxie into the Pedi, and I was called at the same time... soooo My Mom and I went into my ob room... *the ULTRASOUND Room* lol....

Spoke to the dr a little about the sex, and how he said she was a SHE but wasn't sure... so he decided to give me another ultrasound.... annnnnnnd

*DUN DUN DUN DUN*



IT'S A BOY!!!!!!

I had a very emotional dream last night... About Ella. She's been in heaven for 10 months, 3 weeks, and 2 days.

I was pregnant in the dream, so it was current. The location was in my house... in Roxie's room.


I walk into her room, and see a baby on the floor in front of Roxie's bed. I pick her up, and see it was Ella. I squeezed her, and kissed her, and was so overwhelmed of the miracle I started to cry hysterically out of joy. And right before my eye's she started to grow, to what she would be now... 16 months old.

I sat her back down. And she stood up all by herself and started walking, I started to cry. Got my video camera to record her so Nina could see her first steps. Rachell was with me too, it was a joyous moment ... just pure bliss.


She was absolutely beautiful. I miss her so much...



I know it was Gods way of telling me she's okay.

I'm 25 weeks and 2 days pregnant. Which would put me in my 6th month.

I woke up this morning, and finally feel pregnant for the first time in six months lol.



I definitely feel like there is a bowling ball in my tummy. Starting to have slight back pain, and starting to get swollen, joy lol.

I need to hurry up and have my prego photo shoot before I'm unrecognizable lol jk.




The little one is still kicking away :) ... yesterday she was pushing out super hard on the right side of my tummy, to the point it started to hurt, so I rubbed my belly to get her to hopefully change positions lol... and she started to kick/punch me on the opposite side of my tummy lmao. She's going to be feisty!!

Roxie's great grandma and Tia just took her out to eat and to the Zoo with Emi. I know she's going to have a blast. =)


But... I have so much anxiety, I would think once she's 2 I wouldn't have this issue anymore. I know some parents are able to let their kids go out with family, with no problem. I can't explain it... Maybe it's normal? I mean every parent worries when their children aren't with them right?

I packed her diaper bag extra good just in case they may need something... She's got on comfortable shoes I'm sure she'll want to walk... and pants in case she trips and falls... a hat to protect her from the sun... lots of sun block even though today isn't sunny at all.

I packed two zip lock bags full of snacks one for Roxie, and one for Emi... Lots of juice/water.



I'm sure I should be enjoying my 'alone time' ... *sigh* ... the house is clean, I washed all of the laundry yesterday. There are a few dishes from this morning breakfast... nothing major... I dk what to do =( my weekends are normally spent with Roxie. I'm so lame.


I'm thinking about waking Eddy up and seeing if he wants to go see Paranormal activity? ...

So eddy and I are okay... Its hard for me to stay mad at him. I was sent home early from work yesterday cause I have a cold... got here this morning still feeling under the weather and they said I should have stayed home. There are 3 other people sick in the office.

Rachell is pretty sick too... poor Rachell on her first day of work at Macy's. :(
Eddy and Roxie are catching my cold... I hope they're okay. Eddy will be keeping a very close eye on Roxie today while I'm at work...

Today is our anniversary married 4 years yikes. I'm going to make him a cake lol ... it's mostly going to be for Roxie lol... she loves cake haha.

I let him go and get dragon age last night ... I'll get my gift this weekend =) I'm thinking of going to kirklands.


So for baby number two, who has recently discovered she's an acrobat and has been attacking my inner organs for the past week or so...
I think I'm going to paint her room a light purple... maybe lavender? Right now her room is being used for storage ... now I need the space and I need to contact everyone who has their things in there... Amber, my Mother in law, Father in law, Eddy's cousin, Sister in law, Gma in law... I think that's all but I'm sure there are more.

For December/January probably some of February Rachell and Zane will be staying with us till they find their own place - so I need to get it cleared out before then.



Baby Shower:
Theme: Winter Pixies
Colors: pink & white with lots of crystals and glitter...

I’m due the end of February so we’re thinking of having the shower in January… after Christmas to give everyone enough time to recuperate lol. I figure I’ll be able to buy a lot of cute white glittery snowflakes and things on sale after Christmas is over.


No clue what kind of food we’ll get… Eddy’s always wanted to get Chinese food catered we normally do American and Cuban… but I think Chinese would be favorable =]




Well since I've taken the past 2 days off of work I need to do a minimum of 7 proposals today... I would ideally like to finish my goal for the week 12.. we'll see. I have 5 client's with sale dates, 2 of which are in a few weeks I think with Litton Loan and Bank of America? So I've gotta jump and send their proposals in to keep them from loosing their home. :) wish me luck!!

5-hour ENERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGY!!!!!!!!!!
EXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxTREME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Yeah, they're awesome.

Back to work, after an amazing extended weekend :)




I truly believe shopping is a mental escape for myself, it's like a form of personal therapy... thanks for the trait mom lol.



Roxie's birthday party is pretty much complete. I'm working on the second party favors ... I know it's technically 3 & 1/2 weeks away... but in actuality I leave home 6:45 each morning, and get home around 6pm (with light traffic)... meaning I don't really have much time at all to work on anything... after making dinner, cleaning up, yatta yatta. So I have 3 weekends to complete decorations/invitations etc. I found a coupon online where you spend $35 and get $15 off at snapfish.com... so I ordered A LOT of stuff ... I can't wait for it to come lol... It's going to look amazing!



Well it's almost 9 I'm going to start workin! Wish me luck, we've only got 4 days this week... and 15 proposals to submit! AHHH~~!!!

I'm thinking about calling ULTA to see if I can get my check early :O mwuuahaha. I want a new camera so badly.
I need to get direct deposit lol. It would make things muuuch easier.

So, this pay check will be spent accordingly:
NEW CAMERA!
Roxie gets a "Happy 16 Month Old" gift :)
Phone Bills
Ballys


And the rest on whatever.


Amber invited me to churchhills tonight to see PTW. I'm not sure if I want to go... I have to work in the morning u_u ... but I haven't seen ptw in about 4 years.


hmm... We should be going to the spirit store later today...

We should all take a picture together, A baby flower, Mommy Hippie, Daddy Rasta dead skull thing, and 3 zombies. haha.

Today/tomorrow off :) w00t.
We've been having Fable partays last 2 nights lol. It looks amazing.

I'm getting a camera FO SHO on friday.


Eddy Senior wants to take us to Dandy bear? or whatever it's called... I've never been there... I'm sure Roxie is going to have a BLAST!
We took her to Chuck E. Cheese the other night she Loooved it. :)
She's got 3 teeth breaking through, she's having a tough time :( poor thing. Teething Tablets to the rescue!







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So just got home from ballys.
Ran 1.5 miles (up a mountain lol)
Did 4 miles cycling.
about 15 laps in the pool.
and 15 minutes on weight lifting.


I feel great =) Came home and Eddy ordered my favorite Chinese food 0.o
oooh the irony.